Her Diary [1]

I understand it’s a blessing

So do forgive me for sometimes feeling like it’s a curse

I want to enjoy it while it last

But again I can’t wait for it to be over

It feels like the days would never end

Yet it looks like the weeks run too fast

It’s really hard to think while it’s all running past

But again I feel like over thinking is driving me crazy

I can’t seem to get a grip of myself

My emotions are spilled all over the place

Sometimes I want to cry out of joy

Other times out of discomfort

I really feel like doing things just the way I used to

But it feels like my body moves according to its own will

At other times however, I welcome this feeling

Just want to lay down forever

I want to be as secretive as possible to keep us both safe

But again I just want to remain in a state of deshabille

Really feel like I’m derancinated

I stand naked looking at the mirror

Sometimes I marvel at how much I’ve changed

Other times I cringe and turn away

No, I wasn’t run over by a bus

Neither did I swallow an elephant

                        …..I’m PREGNANT….

 

Dammy Adegun Member since May 3, 2020

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